heaven kan kalau life nie ada UNDO BUTTON.
life always filled with mistakes and regreted things we've done. if only kita boleh redo balik semua tu dan jadikan ia something better,bukan apa yg kita tengah lalui sekarang.
these certain things, aku wish aku boleh ulang balik.
dulu aku nie budak secondary school yg standard dia macam full science school. then aku decided nak follow parents aku pindah ke tempat aku tinggal sekarang nie and proceed dekat secondary school biasa. apa yg aku sesalkan bukanlah what i've been through kat sekolah tu tapi yg aku sesalkan, i'm still here bila kebanyakan frens aku kat school dulu tu dapat further study kat OVERSEAS! u know science school kan, offer akan datang untuk students. and i'm not one of them! kenapa aku x stay kat situ??
consequence dia,aku stuck further study kat Malaysia nie, pilih kolej kecik kat Kuala Lumpur tu, yg penuh dengan fake people and bff=big fake friends! even x semua, just ada laa certain people yg broke my heart just like that and boleh move on macam nothing shit happened! and aku dengan broken heart aku nie, had miserable life everyday when i had to face them. if only diaorang ada delete button kat badan diaorang, barulah life aku akan indah. i really hate it when its time to go back coz i know they are still there!
i'll regret these for the rest of my life.
**tu lah,jangan tengok pics budak-budak kat overseas lagi!**
but life memang xkan pernah ada button-button macam tu kan.
and i've been thinking and believe, everything happened for reasons. kalau x, certain things baek yg laen xkan berlaku and i'm not the one i am today. maybe rezeki tu xde lagi or maybe susah-susah dahulu senang-senang kemudian. Allah maha adil :)
keep smiling and u'll be strong, more than u thought u could be :))
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